I don't think I realized how truly insecure I was with myself until very recently. Now that I'm graduating this is becoming really obvious. Right now I'm feeling like one of those people who is peaking in high school. I don't know if I will be able to live up to my own standards at this point and it is really starting to depress me. I know I am intelligent and hard-working, so why do I feel like I'm going to become a drop-out crack whore? I don't know. Also, I made so many good friends in these last couple of years. Now that I'm moving on I feel like I'm going to lose all of these great relationships I have been able to build.
This insecurity is something I really need to work on. Sorry for being depressing and venting so much.
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